sans amour by Leana Fatimah Makhdzir

Of the river

of words flowing between

them, the depthlessness

of their vicious secrecy,

a liaison I am not part of.

             — I am jealous of an ocean.

Of the petals

of poetry blooming between

them, the sweetness

of their decadent intimacy,

a tenderness I am not part of.

             — I am jealous of a flower.

Of the notes

of music floating between

them, the melodiousness

of their ordained affinity

a rhapsody I am not part of.

             — I am jealous of a starling.

These violent ravings

of a degenerate; it is I!

who claws for meaning;

it is I! who roars for loving;

it is I!

Between these lines, I line

my ever-darkening desire

to live the life of another,

meanwhile, I remain

           — a loveless creature.

Image is ‘Thunder Cells (5) 2010‘ by Renee Prisble on Flickr.

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14 Dec This entry was written by issuemagonline and published on 14/12/2012 at 16:50. It’s filed under ISSUE7, Poetry, Writings and tagged envy, flowers, jealousy, Leana Fatimah Makhdzir, nature, ocean, starling. Bookmark the permalink. Follow any comments here with the RSS feed for this post.